"Have Life Have Everything"

When I am alone...
I gaze at the SKY
Enthralled by the lines of its perfection
I peer up into the EMPYREAN
Wondering what would be there in store for my future
I gape at the HORIZON
Wondering what lies ahead
I look down into the WATERS
Pondering what lies beneath the depths of it
I open my eyes to the NATURE
Fascinated by its secrets
I am empowered by the spirit of FEAR
Which lets out a deep burn in my throat
I wish there would be SOMEONE
To touch me and say 'I Love You'
I am pricked by the thorns of SELF-PITY
Which reduces me to tears
I think about my LOVE and wonder
Why did it ever come to my life
When I didn't deserve its feelins for me
Didn't u get the signs???
I tried my best to get away from U, didn't I??
Will it Ever Understand Me ???
Someday it'll know that I loved truly once
Now that things have changed
The memories are just enough to cherish,to let go on
Till the Almighty alters my DESTINY
You'll still remain a dear friend to me
I am plagued with sickness and disease
Which takes the life out of Me
I am pierced with the darts of lost love
Which leaves me broken-hearted
I am plunged with feelings of INSECURITY
which makes me hide from the world
I wonder why i was born into this world
an Insignificant Being
Finally I ask myself,
"WHY AM I ALONE ?"